Friday, January 20, 2012

Into The Dark


  
No one ever said
That this ride would be easy…

We’re so drawn towards the light
Of happiness and elated feelings
Of lazy lust mornings
Of warm afternoons and
Sex craved evenings
That we’re made blind to the fact that
Into the dark
We’re quietly and
Knowingly journeying

So
Come take my hand
Even though
You might be unaware of the fact
That at times I might let go
But don’t
Dare lose focus
Lessen your faith in us
Be oblivious
Be slight
Become blind to hindsight
Because

Here within lies…
Heartache and anguish
Transforming into madness
Into the limelight shines
Regrets and unspoken sadness
Our once beautiful unification
Becomes torturous irritation
Trial and tribulation
We take
Emotional lacerations
We are
Bleeding unfaithful hearts
Resulted from
Miscarriage and mortification
We scar
We grin and bear it
Pressures of judgement and
Monogamous stipulations
Family and friends expectations
Of “how come”
And their opinions on
“Why you two never made it”
Fuck it

FUCK IT ALL

We all
Seem to want to take the easy way out
But if you knew beforehand
That this is what’s in store
That this is what’s planned for us
Would you still take my hand and
Journey into the dark?

No one ever says that this road is easy…
But everyone says...

...It’s just hard.

Friday, December 30, 2011

Monday, December 26, 2011

micropoetry - sixwords


I erased every trace of you...


 

 ...and still I let you linger.





micropoetry - sixwords


Love blindly speaks when you call.

micropoetry session


I heard once that
The right person
At the wrong time
Is still the wrong person.
Missing you worsens.
But missing you doesn't warrant
Deserving to be with you.
Neither does it mean
That you miss me too.



micropoetry session


Create in me
Room
For me to be
Consumed
By your need
To be
Used


micropoetry - sixwords


Prove me wrong. Show me different.

micropoetry - sixwords


Morning light sweeps over your absence.

micropoetry session


This melancholy you supply
Does not subjugate me
It facilitates to
Emancipate me



Wednesday, December 21, 2011

micropoetry - sixwords


Wrap me with your word rapture.



micropoetry - sixwords


You'll forever stay on my mind.



micropoetry session


Stimulate a conversation
Between 
Your unadulterated schemes
And my need 
For
Infatuated 
Consummation.



micropoetry session


Brave with faith
To revolutionalize minds with me.
Scribe the sublime with me.
Incite enticement with me.



micropoetry session


I traced lines with my fingertips
Ones that I've memorized
The shape of your body with.
Wantonly
Yearning and aching
For
Concreteness.



Monday, December 19, 2011

micropoetry session

Question the intention
Of selfish love and evil aggression.
But nevertheless
Never lessen
To love those who
Love selfless
Who continue to 
Reside beside you
Through life's tests and
Limitless lessons.

micropoetry session

Invest in me
Whatever you see fit.
And I'll see to it
That you've spent your moments wisely
With all that is intuitively
Vested in me.

micorpoetry session - 2lines

Lessen your stresses.
Coalesce your presence with me.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Conversations


Sometimes, once in a while in your life, you need to step back and appreciate things as they are. Good and bad. Choosing to let go or not. Choosing to remember or not. Just be thankful that whatever it is, that it happened.
Because being in the midst of beauty such as this, there is no need to dispute the whys. It just IS.
Blessings to you all.





Tuesday, November 15, 2011

A Poet's Words


You can tie me up
Blindfold me
Have me bound or
Up against the wall
Strip me of all
My layers
Make me
Vulnerable
And silence me
Do to me
What you will
Make me think
That I am worthless
Cheap
A girl to be punished
Physically
You can restrain me
Hold me down
Inhibit or detain me
But spiritually
I will never stray
My words
Penetrate
Ejaculate
Impregnate
Your shallow state
Of mentality
You can never take away
My vernacular virginity
What is embedded in me
You can never go as deep
As these words
Cumming out of me

-j.sanjuan

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Give Me U



If I
Give
U
Me
Would you receive me?
Allow me
Or
Give me permission to be in your midst
To enter into your compass 
Be within your reach
Come into your view
Cross the threshold of your consciousness
Assimilate into your presence
Become part of your vocabulary
Entertain your masculinity
Feel the sensitivity of your skin
The density of your being

If I
Give
U
Me
I could heighten your disposition
Revive your mind set
Take your burdens and stresses
All the tension I would lessen
I could set off a realization
An awareness within your essence
I am not here to take away what you already know
About yourself and change it
Turn you into somebody that you can hardly identify with
No
I am too complacent with your common sense
Your place, your spirit and yes, even your scent
Gain status in my heart and create strong sentiment to simple things
Yes, I replay it
Every conversation in my head
Every smile that comes to my face
Every beat pounding out of my chest
And every void that you seem to have filled in my space
You give me no other way to convey it
You present yourself so unadulterated
People like you are so rare to find and so underrated
Underestimated
Elevated is my mind every time we communicate
Elated by the mere presence of your station
And yes it’s true
You never instigate any cause for complications
We are 
Two personalities both one and the same
You authenticate all that is real and true for me
And I promise that
If I
Give 
U
Me
That I swear I would do the same

Give
Me
U
And trust that it won’t all be in vain
Let me enter into your circle
Flow into your respected space
Create want for your desire
Hold you down when you need to maintain
Put aside
Our restlessness
Further engage
Our oneness

All you have to do is
Give
Me
U


  
-j.sanjuan